{"id":3346,"date":"2011-11-11T18:12:35","date_gmt":"2011-11-11T23:12:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cloggie.org\/wissewords2\/2011\/11\/11\/and-now\/"},"modified":"2011-11-11T18:12:35","modified_gmt":"2011-11-11T23:12:35","slug":"and-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cloggie.org\/wissewords2\/2011\/11\/11\/and-now\/","title":{"rendered":"And now?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\nIt&#8217;s the day after the funeral, the family has all go home and Simon has gone back to England and now I&#8217;m all alone again and have to get used to a life without Sandra. Going back to work next week and get back some normalcry. What with having to deal with everything this week it&#8217;s been a bit too hectic to actually realise how much emptier my life has become, so I&#8217;m not looking forward to that. It will be so strange not having to plan my weekends and evenings around visiting Sandra in hospital anymore.\n<\/p>\n<p>\nWorse, I&#8217;ve had eight years to become used to living with somebody and I don&#8217;t know how to live alone anymore. The last two years don&#8217;t count, because obviously she was going to come back home at some point. The last time I was living on my own was still in a student flat with a shared kitchen. It&#8217;s not going to be easy&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s the day after the funeral, the family has all go home and Simon has gone back to England and now I&#8217;m all alone again and have to get used to a life without Sandra. Going back to work next week and get back some normalcry. What with having to deal with everything this week [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[2492],"class_list":["post-3346","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-posts-interesting-only-to-me","tag-sandra"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cloggie.org\/wissewords2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3346","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cloggie.org\/wissewords2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cloggie.org\/wissewords2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cloggie.org\/wissewords2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cloggie.org\/wissewords2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3346"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cloggie.org\/wissewords2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3346\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cloggie.org\/wissewords2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3346"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cloggie.org\/wissewords2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3346"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cloggie.org\/wissewords2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3346"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}