\nSo here we are at the very last day of a year that turned out to be quite a disaster, if only for me personally. This time last year Sandra was still in hospital but looking forward to going home early in the new year and indeed would be, celebrating Easter at home. She was weak, but finally on the road to recovery, or so I thought. That of course turned out not be the case. She had to go back into hospital a number of times and the last time she had to, she had had enough and decided to stop it all. Her struggle ended on the 7th of November and I’m only slowly coming to grip with it. The simple fact of her death colours everything I do.\n<\/p>\n
\nNext year will be the first year without her since we met and fell in love back in 2000. With a bit of luck I’ll be able to live another sixy years or so before I die, but they will still be without her and sometimes I worry that i’ll forget her.\n<\/p>\n
\nAnd I don’t want to forget her.\n<\/p>\n
\nUPDATE: it’s 2012 now in Holland. Happy New Year and let’s hope it is a good year for everybody.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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