Try Hard — they sure did!

Alex, an art student, dreams of joining Eve, the “Elite’s Visual School”. Together with her best friend Kimmy, they train hard to pass the notoriously impossible entrance exam. Alex’s training turns into an obsession, compromising her friendship with Kimmy.

Try Hard is the first of the graduation animations (teaser) made by the class of 2023 at Gobelins, a French school of “visual creation”, with each new animation released weekly on Wednesday. English subtitles are available if you don’t understand French.

Really a lovely bit of animation that makes me look forward to the other entries.

Re-appraising the Vampire’s Castle

Mark Fisher on Russel Brand in 2013:

It is right that Brand, like any of us, should answer for his behaviour and the language that he uses. But such questioning should take place in an atmosphere of comradeship and solidarity, and probably not in public in the first instance – although when Brand was questioned about sexism by Mehdi Hasan, he displayed exactly the kind of good-humoured humility that was entirely lacking in the stony faces of those who had judged him. “I don’t think I’m sexist, But I remember my grandmother, the loveliest person I‘ve ever known, but she was racist, but I don’t think she knew. I don’t know if I have some cultural hangover, I know that I have a great love of proletariat linguistics, like ‘darling’ and ‘bird’, so if women think I’m sexist they’re in a better position to judge than I am, so I’ll work on that.”

Reality:

Russell Brand has been accused of rape, sexual assault and emotional abuse over a seven-year period at the height of his fame.

The allegations between 2006 and 2013 were the result of a joint investigation by the Sunday Times, the Times and Channel 4 Dispatches. Brand denies the allegations.

Five alleged victims, four of them anonymous, were interviewed in the Dispatches documentary aired on Saturday night.

That first extract is from Fisher’s Exiting the Vampire Castle, a 2013 essay denouncing “callout culture” and arguing for leftist solidarity with people like Russel Brand and Owen Jones. Looking at it ten years after, it’s clear how pointless this investment in either was. Jones is just the liberal media’s punching bag and enforcer of the outer limits of acceptable left wing opinions and Brand is a scumbag rapist who rapidly descended into conspiracy thinking.

2013 was also the year that the rape accusations against a high ranking member of the SWP, “Comrade Delta”, later known to be Martin Smith, came to light. This is never mentioned; instead we get paragraphs like this:

‘Left-wing’ Twitter can often be a miserable, dispiriting zone. Earlier this year, there were some high-profile twitterstorms, in which particular left-identifying figures were ‘called out’ and condemned. What these figures had said was sometimes objectionable; but nevertheless, the way in which they were personally vilified and hounded left a horrible residue: the stench of bad conscience and witch-hunting moralism. The reason I didn’t speak out on any of these incidents, I’m ashamed to say, was fear. The bullies were in another part of the playground. I didn’t want to attract their attention to me.

Much of Exiting the Vampire’s Castle is like this. It reads like a generic “political correctness gone mad” rant, just from a lefist angle. If you don’t know the background against which it was published, you cannot know from reading it that it is indeed partially a response to those rape allegations against Smith, or the similar rumours about Brand. It’s thin gruel reading it from a 2023 perspective and it was thin gruel back then as well. It doesn’t engage with the criticism it is a response to. It never names the people it’s arguing against, nor makes concrete any of the criticism in the first place. It rejects it as wholly illegitimate instead and the people involved as (unwilling) tools of the ruling classes.

Exiting the Vampire’s Castle isn’t bad because it champions a man who a decade later is accused of multiple sexual assaults, but because it argues for a strain of reactionary leftism in which criticism is disallowed, especially if that criticism touches on issues of sexuality, race and gender. It aruges that as long as somebody is willing to make the right noises, their actions in their personal lives don’t matter. That’s why bringing it up in the context of the revelations about Russel Brand is justified, because it shows it does matter. You cannot argue for allowing a Brand a voice on the left without rejecting his victims and that’s what Fisher did, wittingly or unwittingly.

Everybody’s gone and I don’t have music but this… is a song

With the final episode of Bang Dream! It’s Mygo!!!!! only two days away, let’s look back at episode ten’s epic climax:

From the start Mygo!!!!! has been different from any other Bang Dream series, rougher, darker. Suddenly being in a girl’s band wasn’t all smiles and friendships anymore. Being in a band could hurt you, as it hurt Tomori when Crychic, her first band broke up in the very first scene of the series, leaving her feeling lost and blaming herself for the breakup. Episode three showed exactly how much its breakup messed her up and why she was wary when Anon dragged her into a new band. Yet she did join, as did Taki and Soyo, both also having been hurt by that breakup, both now looking for a new start.

But that was a lie. Anon may have been transparent and open in her desire to use being in a band to get popular, but both Taki and Soyo had ulterior motives too. Taki just wanted to be with Tomori and it didn’t matter how, while Soyo saw the new band as a way to get the old one back together. When that failed Tomori’s worst nightmare happened again. Once again she was alone, once again she failed in keeping her band together.

Episode ten is where she fights back, the only way she can. She books a series of performances at Ring and starts singing her frustrations. First alone, but quickly joined by Raana, the lead guitarist, who is content to be there to provide the background music. Taki too joins quickly, forced to by Raana. Anon is harder to convince but Anon is also the one who gets Soyo to be there, who drags her onto the stage and gets her to play.

It’s hard to understate how different this performance is from any other Bandori performance. The band completely ignores the audience, are purely playing for themselves. Their focus is Soyo who in turn only has eyes for them. The song’s structure too is a far cry from what we’re used to from Bang Dream songs. Just compare with the much more typical Haruhikage from episode seven. Both are good songs but even the slightly more polished official release is so much more interesting. The rawness of Tomori’s singing, the willingness to abandon the usual structure of Bang Dream songs, the emotion, it all makes it the perfect climax to the first ten episodes. The band has come to its lowest point and together they’re climbing back up again. And it’s all thanks to Tomori.

It’s Tomori’s desperation to be understood that drives that performance. From that very first performance, standing along, reading out the song as if it was a poem, the need to connect to her band mates is clear. That it’s Raana who’s drawn in first fits. She may look like she has the least connection to her fellow band members, but she also understand them the best. It’s her that then forces Taki to join, exactly the person Tomori needs to be there before she can even think about getting Anon and Soyo back. It’s also the first time we’ve seen Raana be restrained in her guitar playing, to support Tomori like Taki supports her.

Tomori then recruiting Anon is the mirror image of how Anon got Tomori back into doing music. And it’s only Anon who could’ve brought Soyo back. Anon might have been hurt by her manipulations, but she understands Soyo, she knows how to push her buttons to get her there. Tomori dragging her to the stage and Anon dragging her on it, a cocky grin on her face is the perfect encapsulation of their relationship. The small details of Anon cupping her face and Raana skipping back to her position after handing Soyo her bass are the cherry on the cake.

The performance itself, Tomori facing down Soyo, back to the audience, with Raana and Anon flanking her, Taki providing rock solid support from the back: you can feel the emotions running loose even before the water works start. It’s the sort of performance that you’d never forget if you’d been there; there will be quite a few people wishing they had been there, or will make out they had been, or at Tomori’s earlier gigs. It’s like having been at the first Sex Pistols gig: something new is starting even if you don’t quite know what.

Twenty Tracks

So Nick Worrall asked:

Make a 20-track comp of your all-time fav tracks, each artist can only feature once. Not the ‘best’ songs, the ones that bring instant joy the second you hear the first note, the ones that give other people the best insight into what stirs your soul. Share when ready.

And why not. To answer it, I looked at the tweny most played songs in my Itunes collection (yes, I still use the iTunes player on PC), though having to skip some songs as I already featured the artist. Looking at the list, you can decide which is more embarassing to feature: dad rock like Elbow or the surprisingly large number of anime songs:

  1. Sollicitere – Janse Bagge Bend
  2. Ikenai Borderline – Walkure
  3. The Party Line – Belle & Sebastian
  4. The Chain – Fleetwood Mac
  5. Rose Tattoo – Dropkick Murphys
  6. One Day Like This – Elbow
  7. Konya wa Hurricane – Kinuko Oomori
  8. When Love Breaks Down – Prefab Sprout
  9. Sinds 1 Dag of 2 – Doe Maar
  10. Schwarz zu Blau – Peter Fox
  11. There’s A Ghost In My House – R. Dean Taylor — Bonus The Fall cover
  12. Welcome To My FanClub’s Night! – Sheryl Nome
  13. Kaerimichi – Katou Emiri
  14. Just Be Good To Me – S.O.S. Band
  15. Temple Of Love (1992) – Sisters of Mercy
  16. Breakdown – Clock DVA
  17. Wasted Years – Iron Maiden
  18. Molotov – Seeed
  19. Christian Woman – Type O Negative
  20. Whole Lotta Love – Led Zeppelin

Blame Gordon Van Gelder instead

File 770 reports that the Magazine of Fantasy and Science Fiction is going to publish an actual fascist:

David A. Riley announced to readers of his blog on June 19 that his 11,600 word sword and sorcery novelette “Ossani the Healer and the Beautiful Homunculus” “has been accepted for publication – and by one of the most prestigious markets I have ever appeared in.” On July 5 he revealed that the story “will be published sometime later this year in The Magazine of Fantasy & Science Fiction.”
[…]
David A. Riley’s history with the UK’s National Front became common knowledge in 2016 after Riley was included on HWA’s Bram Stoker Award Jury. The HWA appointment became news at a time when questions were already being asked of Riley due to his involvement in the relaunch of Weirdbook. Riley reportedly answered in a no-longer-available Facebook thread.

The news was broken by a tweet from Christopher Rowe, in which he quoted the editor, Sheree Renée Thomas, while its publisher, Gordon Van Gelder, has stayed conspicuously silent. Much of the ire about this decision therefore has taken aim at Thomas. And to be honest, if as an editor you think not withdrawing a publication offer is more ethical than not publishing an actual fascist, you are due some criticism.

However, there are other circumstances in play. Thomas is a Black woman and as tonia ransom points out, the consequences of her deciding to cancel her offer might involve a little bit more than just online criticism:

I can not IMAGINE what Sheree is feeling like right now, but I’ll tell you what would be going through my mind:

– If I publish this guy, it hurts me and pisses off some readers.
– If I don’t publish him, I will get doxxed and me AND MY FUCKING FAMILY are in danger.

You cannot blame Thomas for not knowing who Riley was, you can blame her for not rescinding her offer but who is far more to blame is Gordon Van Gelder, who should not have left it to her to take the heat by staying silent himself. He has a duty as a publisher to a) not publish fascists and b) defend and protect his employees from fascists. The moment it became known who Riley was, he should’ve taken the lead in explaining why he would or would not publish Riley. Because he didn’t, it’s Thomas who is now getting both (deserved) criticism for the decision and hateful attacks by the far right. It’s doubly unfair because it’s also not clear whether this really was her decision to not retract the offer.

We should do better as a community, we should demand transparancy and honesty from Van Gelder as well.